When the littlest thing goes wrong, it brings me to a bad place.reminds me of this black cloud that& been hovering over my entire life. Why can& I just see it as a speed bump.instead of as a complete failure? I& loved by many, but feel empty.
I'm exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel. I'm truly trying to forgive and let go. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of crying. I know I'm enough. I just have to reiterate that dialogue internally and focus on the good.
I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
Repost : I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it's like feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anyone else to feel like that -- Robin Williams