True, when you love deeply you are succumbing yourself to being hurt. It's life, you have to take that chance instead of protecting yourself against pain and hurt. But it is an internal struggle at times.
Hating my job and the people around me. Respected myself enough to walk away and take a huge risk. Best choice of my life. Never been happier or more fulfilled. Waking up peaceful and no drama. So long drama, so long!