You may not understand it now, but eventually God will reveal why you went through everything you did. If your heart is cracking, 'Stay the Course'. God will help you through it. Trust in Him with all that you are.
I wish my wife had understood what a growth game was before my eviction. It took my eviction for her to finally wake up and realize what the hell growth was all about. I'm still not absolutely certain that she has figured it out yet, since she has chil