October is Pregnancy and Infant loss awareness month. I've had 4 miscarriages and today it's officially official that we are done having children. Rather than feeling relief or peace I'm surprised at how difficult this is to accept.
Every miscarriage is a baby gone way too soon. Someone's much wanted & prayed for baby. And what's left behind is a constant wonder of who they would have been or what life would have been like if they lived.