I'm scared of how I feel. I don't want to lose you, but I don't even have you. The mixed signals you keep sending stress me out so much. Please don't just string me along. - The most painful type of relationship for sure.
I'm done making all the effort. I'm done dealing with mixed signals & wasted efforts over years and years of trying. I'm done wasting time. If you want me stay in your life, go make the fucking effort!