"You're struggling again but that doesn't mean you've lost the fight. And just because you've hit rock bottom doesn't mean you should call it home. You are a warrior. This battle doesn't even stand a chance.

Relapse will happen, it's inevitable, and that's okay. truth is I will most likely be back in treatment this summer.

I tried to recover. But somewhere along the way something went wrong. I fell apart again. I lost again.

Relapse does not erase your Successes of Recovery. This is so hard for me to comprehend and understand because every time in relapse I feel like I've failed.

count your successes. consciously attributing good things you do yourself counters depression and is empowering, building a healthy internal control

These dreams terrify me because I have them when I'm sleeping and when I'm awake.

But I woke up after a nightmare where is sliced my wrists clean open. If anything, I'm getting worse.

Everything Healthy

Relapse is a part of recovery. Don't beat yourself up about it. What matters now is if you let it destroy you or strengthen you.

my demons are my best friends and my worst enemies

My demons though quiet, are never quite silenced. Calm as they may be, they wait patiently for a reason to wake, take an overdue breath, and crawl back to my ear and make me feel everything I want to leave behind again and again.

I care to much about people who already forgot about me

I care to much about people who already forgot about me

This was clear enoughfrom you: Udahnem.izdahnem......Opet.. I bude mi bolje... Atmen. Endet...... Schon wieder.. Und es macht mich besser zu fühlen.

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{i Hope so}

{i Hope so}