i know im skinney. but i dont feel like it. i eat way to much and i feel fat and i just want to stop. its not that i want to lose weight. its that i just want to stop eatting. and stop feeling the way i feel. (i want to lose weight)
Every day I hate myself. Looking in the mirror is painful. Occasionally I have thought "I look okay today" but then I go out and see so many beautiful skinny girls.Then I start to feel fat and ugly again
i am.the fat friend the ugly sister the dumb classmate the second choice the depressed girl the hated child the bitch the ugly ducking the girl that will never be good enough ( this is how I feel sometimes )
Not the kind of girl guys fall in love with. Sadly this is true for me. I've never been in love and I'm fairly certain no guy has ever loved me. I'm just waiting for that special someone to enter my life. Waiting is hard.