You both fucking broke me and are telling me two totally different stories. So don't you dare play the fucking victim! You got a fucked up way to show you care, to be so beaten and destroyed by it. I am done trusting and believeing people.
You made me feel just like the rest of them did. Completely worthless and undeserving. I truly thought you were different and would never hurt me like that! I guess that I thought wrong. It's not the only time I've thought wrong. Oh well.
Because I still have days that I break down and cry Jake. days where I don’t think I could love anyone else. days where I can actually feel the pain from losing you. I’m drowning, and you seem to be breathing better than ever
like I was nothing to you after all those years. completely broke my heart yet some small part of me still loves you after all the things you've said & done to me.how different tjings eould have been if you never cheated on me that last time or at a