Yep, I really did. Woke up and decided I didn't want to do anything because I felt I had to or that I should. Decided I should not live in fear of anything. Decided I should live life the way I want and do things because I want to do them.
Mission statement: I say be so busy about LOVING OTHERS in your life that you have no time for hate, regret or fear! Take the focus off of YOU and put it on G-d. Then you can truly live a life of LOVE with no regrets.